Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down
I cry for help but no one's around
Silently screaming I bang my head against the wall
It seems like no one cares at all

Always an emotion, but how can I explain-how can I explain
Kind of like the scent of a rose, with words I can't explain-
The same with my pain
Caught up in emotion-goes over my head-goes over my head
Sometimes I got to think k to myself is this life or death.
Am I living or am I dead

The clock keeps ticking, but nothing else seems to change
Problems never solved-just rearranged
And when I think about all the times that I've had
So few good-so many bad

I search for personality and look for things I cannot see
Love and peace flash through my mind-pain and hate are all I find
Find no hope in nothing new-never had a dream come true
Lies and hate and agony-thru my eyes that's all I see

If I'm gonna cry-will you wipe away my tears?
If I'm gonna die-Lord please take away my fear
Before I drown in sorrow-last thing that I'll say
How will I laugh tomorrow-if I can't even smile today
Today today-when I can't even smile today
Today today-when I can't even smile today

How will I laugh tomorrow-when I can't even smile today
How will I laugh tomorrow-when I can't even smile today

do you think it is so funny?

laught at this

so when i look outside my room
i see the world, but not the reason
what is done to me is not fair
you call it fair i call it treason
but i dont know what to do
give me a sign i´ll take whatever
but if you want me here i am
ain´t gonna die forever

and i tried to hold ya
but you just turned away
and i tried to tell ya
but not a word i say
i cried out so loudly
but you just covered your ears
and gave me all the signs
that you dont want my tears

so if you want me here i am
i sit and wait your decision
but my body fights my mind
i headed straight for a collision
so am i getting near or am i still
looking in all the wrong places
but the only thing that seems to change
are the looks on the faces...

seems like no one cares at all
seems like no one cares at all

How will I laugh tomorrow
How will I laugh tomorrow

How will I laugh tomorrow-when I can't even smile today
How will I laugh tomorrow-when I can't even smile today